crazy how time flies...when you're busy as hell!

Boy it's been a while. Just thought I'd pop a post on here to let anyone who still reads this blog that I am o.k and I am still alive and kicking. Life in my world has been hectic and crazily fun! I'm absolutely loving tertiary study and getting to know lots of new people and taking in all the new insights, information and perceptions of the world. It can all be quite mind-boggling at times.
So what has happened in the last month? Well.... I joined configure express gym. Both my boyfriend and I were getting sick of my inability to lift anything heavier than a can of beans. No jokes.....well almost no jokes :) I'm really enjoying exercising again and this gym puts you more in control of your gym routine which is what I love. It's cheaper than my old gym too! Bonus! I'm currently in the process of organising my own routine for that through the help of the wonderful world wide web. Annoying things is though that I am unable to maintain my grades, my workout routine and my eating all in balance. It seems its my eating that is running out the door scared sh*tless too! I don't even want to go into the mega-mondo amount of crap-o-mondo I have been eating. *sigh* My weight is back up 66.8kg and that scares me. I can't afford fat clothes, so I can't afford to get fat again. I'm almost a whole 5kg away from my goal weight again. As of tomorrow and I'm recording my points again though and I am going to begin on 20. I think it may have been the shift to 18 points that stuffed me up so badly. So as I have said as of tomorrow I am recording my points again and I am going to work out my gym program. I think my issue is that I'm allowing myself to get too hungry in the afternoon and this causes me to binge when I get home. I'm going to combat this with a banana in my bag for after the gym or something. My day and evening eating is fine its just the afternoon thats a bit of a b*tch.
Besides I keep seeing all the people from school that used to be nasty to me and they've all put on weight and I really don't want to go back to 76kg.
For now I plan on taking a break from this journal and going back to the old fashion written one. I have a few other identity issues that I'm needing to deal with at the moment and I feel safer confronting those in a space that is solely for my eyes. So for now this is ciao! But be warned I will still be lurking out there....reading...watching and occasionally dropping in notes :-) Take care everybody. If you want send me a message with your e-mail and when I do come back and start posting here I'll give you a tinkle.
Love Sam